Paranoid

Unrecognizable
Unpredictable
Undefinable
Unreasonable
I can't keep running from something I can't explain
It's about liable to make me insane
But what can I do, when I feel what I feel
It seems too real
Whirling around, ready to confront
Is this a joke, some kind of stunt?
Am I losing my mind?
My wits have been redesigned...
No longer do I have commonsense
I'm so tense
You're lying!
Don't try denying!
I'm not blind, I can see,
This is fucking mutiny!
Who do you think you are?
Do you have a fantasy of being in charge?
This is my post,
I rule this nation from coast to coast.
You think you can beat me?
Well, sweetheart, let's see...
I'll shoot you before you take a step
You won't know it's coming. There's no prep
Backing down won't help you
The challenge you made, you can't undo
I won't let you go, I won't be made the fool!
Kid, you should have stayed in school
One threat down, another to go
Who can I trust, man, I don't know
One wrong turn and I'll be bleeding out
These people I'm around, they were no boy scout
Clutching my gun, keeping it close
No information can I disclose
What has this come to, how did it get to this?
This feeling I can't dismiss
You were my friend, my pal, my bro
My life, to you, I owe
But looking at you now, all I see is a traitor
You're standing there looking at me. What, you think you're greater
This is my Empire, my regime,
I break your neck, and I am supreme
Running my hands through my hair, frantic
All I can do is panic
I turn around and there you are, whispering,
You get on your knees, screaming that this is a misunderstanding
I don't believe you,
This revolt I will subdue!
Everywhere I look there's disobedience,
Disrespect, sabotage and insolence
Part of me knows I'm losing my senses
But at this point, I can't give up my pretenses
I'm always annoyed
So much trust I've destroyed
I'm paranoid